currently i have trials like a few blocks away.

i dont even know what im talking about. but YEH.

i has the runny nooooose. GOD.

its like. my brain's telling me im about to get sick, but. i'm still not sick. well not that sick lah. what do you from meeeeeeeeeeh D:

so. new blog :D

xx

because your head keeps messing with you. and you have issues WITH YOURSELF. no one but yourself. maybe a small part from the other people. but everything is you.

i know i'm fucked up in all kinds of ways la. but really. for some or NO RELEVANT REASONS AT ALL, i feel like everything's either going too fast or turbo speed and i cant seem to catch up. and i feel like i'm running around in circles.

Bitches, it's not cool to repeat the same fucking mistake you did before.

it just makes you a dumb human with a set of boobs and an ungrown penis.

I JUST DON'T GET IT.

everyone tells me time will help.

one of them told me to take a week off. it might help you decide

one tells me to try it out.

and the rest just tells me everything's gonna come naturally in time.

and really. i dont really have a lot of time in this place.

time is ticking.

i dont wanna hurt nobody :(

i dont wanna hurt him OR myself.

you know what i've come up with?

i just. maintain the situation and with hope my mood changes and then everything might just go back to normal.

--the possibility of this idea working ? low.reeeeeally low.

well, it doesnt exactly hurt to try.

i've given a few reasons to feel like this. i did. i reeeally did.

and a few of them are just plain stupid.

i just don't know. i wish i could find a book or something -.- that could actually tell me what to do.

BUT NO. we're like God's lab rats. -.- testing our patience and what not.

DUNG.

aaaah :( i just don't know lah :(

POOP.

x, miss indecisive.

i've been pretty lazy lately. to turn the computer on. so that explains the lack of updates. LOL

cause NAO. i has -- we has. an itouch. so it saves all the trouble to come online and yadiyadiyada. i can just lay on the bed or curl up on the couch and i'd still be online! :D

joy.

--no, i have no idea what i'm talking about.

and also, i've been having tuitions and stuff so i get back pretty late SO i get too lazy or tired to even wanna come here. SO. i just sit on the couch :3

my daily routines. which sometimes -- i fail to follow :X

7.30AM - 1.50PM SCHOOL.

i get back at about 2.10PM

i eat my lunch. sometimes.

i get ready and head out at about 2.50PM

i'll be at the bus stop at about 3.00PM and then wait for the damn bus.

3.50PM - 6.20PM CLASS

and then wait for the bus again. and add in all the traffic and the crowd in the bus.

i get back at about 8PM

and then dinner and then couch and then shower and then back homeworks and projects and what not. and if i'm lucky, i'll be in bed at about 9ish 10.

and it goes AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL OVER AGAIN.

yeah. keeping it up. till the big one comes. JOY.

thats about it.

x

SO. everything's really slow and idk why D:

LLALALALALALALALALALAL

idk how to "research" about designers D: CARP. >:(

about Gucci and all D:

HELP?

well, WORK IS TOMORROW! :DDD EHEHEHEHHEHEHEH

im ecstatic about it. and really scared at the same time

oh i cut my hair too :D

will put up a pic soon :)

x

my little benjoi died :'(

God, thinking about it makes me want to roll on the floor and sob my ass off.

x

we're gonna need a profile or or or or a proper introduction. but for now i has no picture.

hahaha :)

OH YEAH

I HAS JOB! :D

FOR TWO DAYS :D

for RM400.

THATS ALOT OKAY. aahah!

May 1st and 2nd ! :D

i'm promoting / selling branded bags like ; COACH / LOUIS VUITTON / PRADA / SALVATORE FERRAGAMO / GUCCI / FENDI / BALLY / LONGCHAMP / KATE SPADE

they're actually real bags O_O cause my 'boss' or something like that. they got it straight from the designer or somethnig like that..

and the reason why its so bloody expensive its cause of the travel fee thing LOL

oh and if i see like 6 bags and above i get like 200 for commission :D WHAHAHA

and then i sell 15 or 20 bags i get a thousand :D

mmmmmmmmmm :D MONEH :D

idek what im talking about.

BUT. i really need to see the dentist.

the damn wire keeps getting stuck on the side of my cheek -.-

tired D:

x

ITS LIKE ITS NOT THERE D:

but its there. and it grabs ALOT. and i mean ALOT. of attention when i eat. ESPECIALLY when i eat.

people enjoy staring at things that gat-stukk in mah mouth.

what's it with you people and staring at things that eventually gross you out and not want to look or even talk to me!?

now i want retainers. but god knows how long i'll have to put it on >_>

and sooner or later, my teeth is gonna back to where it was.

OH YEAH. i recently found out that Singapore has been cheating Malaysia! >:(

cause Singapore has a shortage of water and stuff and eventually came up with an idea to drink shit water. or in other words - "Neo water" -- if im not mistaken lah.

SO. i think before that Singapore asked us Malaysians to supply water for them. AND LIKE WE HAVE ENOUGH WATER RIGHT?

and before that we had to actually get water from Malacca. and then now we had to jab the clouds with chemical or something like that for rain. and now, its not working.

AND SO WE DID. we supplied water to the singaporeans. AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE DUMBEST PART? THEY REFUSE TO RENEW THEIR DEAL. cause that deal was made like back then when Tunku Abdul Rahman was our prime minister or something like that and back then everything was cheap. and imagine like a gallon right, the singaporeans only have to pay like 5 cents or something like that.

imagine the amount of profit the singaporeans can actually make?

and we all kena rugi -.-

OH YEAH EHEHHEHEHEHEHEH

i think its something like that. one of my tutors told me HAHAHAHA

hilarious ;D

yes, i get very politically mean. HAHAHAHHA whatevs lah! D:

i was just writing down what i know ;D

helpful stuffs here ya know' ;D

x

MAYBE.

daily doses of LOL never hurts ;D

x

Cause its's a boy :)

well its a temporary name lah until Brandon takes him back :)

and pray to God he'll take good care of Benjie.

talk about midnight checkupsssss =/

i gotta wake up at 5 or so to feed him before heading to schoooooooool

take about MASSIVE EYEBAGS D:

so. its ALMOST 12 and i have to go iron my uniform, pack my bag and get ready for a few months of headaches and wanting to drop dead on the floor and SLEEEEEEEEEEP.

send dem prayers yah! pray to god Benjie will be fine and he'll make it through :)

God bless ya :D

x

SO. the kitten. ohhhhhhhhh dear God. whaaaaaat have i gotten myself into .-.

she's only like 5-6 days old. oh dear D:

i'm just really supah worried whether she can make it through

eventhough i have two really gay cats at home, only Felix seems to let her go all over him. While Venus is sucha biiiiiiiiiish >:( typical.

AND THEN.

i'm just really worried.

did i mention i'm fucking hungry right now?

oh and also i've gotta feed her every 2 hours. but i think i ter-stuffed her with milk around 6 D;

heeehe.

so therefore, i've gotta wake up in the middle of the night to feed the poor thing D:

and now i'm waiting till she starts crying lol and i gotta get her peeing and pooping too.

LALALALALLAALALALA

oh and btw, anyone wanna take the job to call me up in the middle of the night to feed the kitten?

i'm fucking serious.

if you're up for it LEMME KNOW. ;D

"i have a baby at home to look after. really."

x

THEREFORE.

so i've been updating pretty frequently. i know i'm too good for you ;) HAHAHA

joke lah, i joke.

:)

my daily dosage of lol :)

x

well,

im puhreeeety glad my posts and short and bland :)

SO. Margaret's retiring tamarow.

AND. i cant wait to gets mah runnin' shoez :D

yeah :)

i've realized that no one visits my blog -.- how sad woi D:

gishhhhh >:(

SO.

ohgee,myblog'ssopatheticiwannathrowup!

x

getting sick of school lah really =/

and i have maths to finish HAHAHAHA

i forgotted lah blame it on my memory lah >:(

PAPA DON'T PREAAAAAAAAAAAAAACH LOLOL

is there season two ? O_o

MISTAH SHUEEEEEE EHEHEHHEH

anyways, im just trying to find something else to do while im here :)

x

SO.

EHEHHEE FAILED DATING TIPS! XD

im just really sleepy lol with the contacts, it makes everything worse lol

went to the school at 9-ishhh i actually got up at 6 and it was raining so i was like "SCREW IT! im not involved anyway" so yeah. i fell asleep. woke up at 7. and slept back.

then i finally got up at 9 lol

chilled at the prefect's bureau wiz Sonia and Cas. CAS AND HER DUTIES LAH I TELL YOU. lolol

i went there cause we were planning for breakfast and then mid valley. thennnn change of ze plans =/

i really wanted to get that dress :(

we went to Cas's aunt's place instead in Tmn Tun. chilled. ateeeeeee and then chilled someoreeee and then things happened.

then after that `special` phase of ours, we went to the Curve to shoppp

i like the bazaar there. they sell things that i like :D

then we went to O'Brians for a snackkkkkk

then Sonia dropped us at Cas's aunt's placeee then got home.

and now im here.

now that. is hilarious ;D

x

SO. i went out todayyyy :) totally missed tuition -.- gonna get it from derick lah! D: T-T

sighhhh*

WATCHED "HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON" in 3D! :D eheheh

muahahahhaha

then bought a huge teddy bear for Shophiaaaa

THEN met up wiz mah BABUS EHEHEHEHEHH

they wanted to watch a moooovie. but i didnt wanna cause i already watched a movie and i'z outz of cash! D:

sooo we walked around. And tried on some clothes! :DDD ehehehehhe

i'm bringing my mom to that shop! :D HEHEHEHEH

then cas bought herself a nuu bag :D DOROTHY PERKINS *cough*

EEHEHEH the joy and pride of carrying a Dorothy Perkins never felt that good. HAHHAHA

sorry la sorry. no i'm not a spoilt brat! >:(

sooo i'll be waking up at 6 in the morning on a weekend. joy :)

just to go to school. for no relevant reasons at all! hahaha

well, just so i get to see my babus la you know XD

so anyways :)

willwritelater :)

nono,itsreallynotwhatyouthinkitis! D:

x

SHOCKINGLY I HAS NOT GONE ZE INSANE. cause our FIRST intervention finished.

GOD.

ehehe.

SO. life has been really normal. cause i just updated yesterday -.- HAHA

i wanted to write something but then i forgot. .-. right.

i miss my jujus :( poo.

jujus = juniors.*

sometimes, you really make me want to slap you across the face and watch you cry. thats all i want. you know i can. and i know i really want to.

idontevenknowwhyimthatnice.

x

BAHAHAHHAHAHH

shockingly yes. we tooooootally won for cheerleading cause we did teh MJ hahahahaha

yea. we're proud :) super. :))))

cause this. will be our last yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar and so our. last contributions ?

idk la but its good. allllll good :)

but. the shit part is right after our holidays is exams -.-

and this is already our second paper. and soon its gonna be mid terms and then trials.

and then the big thing :/

things are going preeeeeetyy fast which creeps me. a little bit

can i just shoot myself? really?

oh yeah, HOLIDAYS :D

which reminds me. i STILL have to finish my science project and also memorize some of my jacked up orals -.-

x

BUT.

I HAS CONTACTS NYAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHA

the downside is, i'm only getting it in a week or two. =/

i was sooooooooooooooo planning to wear it on sports day! D:

its cause i have astigmatism.

and its really bad

and my power's at about 200 and they only supply 175 lol

and the supplier dont make alot of these. cause not alot of people get estic.

so basically, it wont be exactly the clearest.

but. i still finally have contacts :D

NYEHEHEHEHEH

and.

i finally realized that when i take my specs off, i squint. alot.

HAHHAHAHAHAHA

that is how i look tired LOL

so lets say if i were to ditch my specs, i would be squinting! HAHAHAHA

and guess what my people.

i fell like superman. :)

now my leg's gonna look like shit.

and sport's day is like. 3 days away D:

idk hoooooooooow im gonna look. but im not looking forward to it :(

poo.

anyways,

i am. very indecisive right now.

xx

i am vurry vurry tired =/

I HOPE I PASS MY MATH'S TEST!

its sort of easy. SORT OF. lol

tomorrow 9-5 =/

NUUUU D:

was supposed to go BB for shoppingz.

GRRRR T-T

maybe. if Breian still wanna go. we will go ahahah

include sunday XD

will most probably start Kasturi next month. or. something.

basically, after sports day.

i wanna go sleep.

but i just had a can of red bull and i had dinner an hour ago. D:

bash bash bash

x

i mean, its okay. but. 34 was better dont you think? or 30 =/

she said that i stutter. and that i swallow my words. so. =/

i have addmaths to finish. which i can't really understand :(

Integrations D:

changing a transformation back to an integration. VART IS DIZZZZ D:

soooo tiredddd

sports day in exactly ONE WEEK =/ NUUU

i feel all sore everywhere :(

i think im most probably starting tuition after sports day.

and the best part is. WE STILL HAVE SCHOOL ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY.

WTF!?

NOT FAAAAAAAAAAIR

eh just cause people coming to get their results doesnt mean the rest who are not involved have to go right :(

BUT.

we get a week off :D

totally awesome.

and theeennnn, diagnostic again i think =/

omg, SPM's approaching ! D:

OH MY GEEEE

=/

i have nothing else to write so.

:)

AAAAAAAAAAAT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST!

MYYYYY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HAS COME ALONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

MY LONELY DAYS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

;)

xx

no, srsly.

KLSADLSKADJSALKDJSA ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

i dont wanna go to school

i dont wanna do my goddamn homework

i dont really wanna stay back

i dont wanna take shit from people

i dont wanna take attitudes

i dont wanna do anything.

i would like to sleep.

just because you get to yell at me and be all bossy doesnt mean i'm your goddamn tree.

you're just lucky i'm nice enough to shut the fuck up and give you face.

and you go around telling people bullshits that really piss me off.

you just dont know when to stop.

I was wondering.

Do you ever go to this person's site or something. And then you see that the layout changed and you re-check the url to make sure you've typed the right url?

AHAHAHAH i do it VERY VERY often XD

like when i'm so used to this person's layout and then all of a sudden they changed it then i'll look again. AAAHAHHAHA

and i might get the boot from derrick if i dont show up for another class. eeehehe

i am so bored. i'm drawing food with expressions on them. AAAHAHAHAH

anyways. i am very sleepy =/

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

xx

TIRING DOHHHHH

WELL! here's the GOOD news :D

i made it back before 45 minutes EEHEHEHHEHE

and also contributed 1 point.

RED HOUSE WON!!!!! EEEHEHEHEHEHHE

or. in other words. CROSS COUNTRY. AAHAHAHAAHA 3.5 KM.

i heard people saying that 3.5 km are for primary students. HA

we fail :)

i have a bad ankle now. dammit. oh oh oh oh and mom bought me the wrap sooo. i guess it should be okay tomorrow.

no, i dont think i can make it back WITHIN 45minutes. If it takes me 20 minutes to walk to the tom yam shop from my place, definitely no. ahahahah

i'm just going for the hell of it. and Hari told me so >_>

my dad actually wanted to write a letter. but for NO RELEVANT REASON AT ALL, i told him no need.

FML.

soo, i will be wrapping my leg, waking up at 5 or so. going to poyo's house. and then with hopes i get to use an mp3 while being bored to death running for no reason and feeling all funny. and look stupid while running.

oh oh oh oh oh my hair looks like a helmet. -- again.

ugh. =Z

SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP STOP LOOKING AT MY HAAAAAAAAAAAAIR D:

i think Ashton Kutcher's supah hot. AHAHAHHAHA like for real.

he's funny and he's hot. AAHAHHAHAHA

and .... i think he's abit too young for Demi AAHAHAHAHA

even Rumer can date him AHAHAHHA

or or or Cameron or something

HAHAHAHH

i'm so boooooooooored. i'm watching nick jonas HAHHHA

anyways.

i hope, my leg doesnt snap like a toothpick tomorrow.

x,Sam

school started. I didnt finish my accounts. AHAHAH.

so typical i tell you .-.

I. have nothing to talk about. AAAHAAAA.

merentas desa woi. I DOWAN AAHAAHHA XD

>_> i dont think red house got chance d -.-

moderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i tell youuuuuu

I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I. I.

so its chinese new yearrrrr.

lol last week sundaaayy.

and the week's ending. reeeeeeeeeal soon =Z

i didnt even touch any of my homeworks XD

my post. is soooo pointless omg -,-

Sooooooooooo, i'm reconsidering vb HAHAHAH

have i mentioned that my family's full of shit?

I dont actually have much to write about. I've got maths work tho :S

You know what i've noticed too?

Half the people i know. Are already dating. AHAHHA.

So -- WHEN'S MY TURN :( AHAHHAHA

despoooooooo siiiaaa hahahah

idk what im talking about la :S

And.

Why would one person get so freaking jealous cause your boy/girl is out with his/her friends?

You boy/girl has a life too. Takkan he/she's gotta drop everything JUUUUST for you kan.

And he/she obviously gonna have girl/guy friends right. Sometimes you have to be open minded la omg. Why so jealous for ?

From my point of view :

I wouldnt mind if my boy went out with his friends. Even if its at night. He has a life too. I'm not gonna sabotage his life just cause we're together and all. Ya, he's going out with hot girls. If he really loves you, Nothing the girls do gonna change a thing. Guys need to breathe too -.-

Its the same concept for both sides. Give and take.

Sometimes, you gotta trust the dude la. Eventhough you're not really convinced.

And God forbid anything happens.

Maybe then its not meant to be. OPEN YOUR MINDDDDDDD

Thou shall think maturely and logically with that big fat noggin of yours.

Ya know. i should be a psychologist or love council or family council or even an antropologist.

"To study culture" :)

nyehehhe. i think im done.

I cannot fucking wait for the next l4d2 sessions !!! DDD:

kbai :)

xx,Sam

nuu, i'm the one's thats feeling all pissy and bitchy about this.

well, im supposed to keep it outside of my head =/ and it got its way in :(

=/

i've got so much homework left to finish. and there is school this saturday

"Topical Exam for Form 4 & 5"

i'm not sure whether the other forms are involved. but i am very pissed.

EH COME ON LA. WE JUST FINISHED INTERVENSI LAST WEEK LA.

DIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

maaf, aku memang budak cina. cannot blame me.

sorry to say this, we are not robots. srsly. we are not mothafucking robots that you can constantly put pressure on just cause "SPM is the key to your life"

hello, we get the point. We've been getting this talk since -- SINCE FORM 3 STARTED D LA

niaaaaaamaaaaaaaa.

so we dont do good enough in SPM, alotta people still made it out there. its just whether you wanna do it or not.

and yes, i do wanna do SPM.

i've found a reason why the eff-eth i'm losing so much hair.

its the mothafucking pressure.

thats what my hair stylist said, what the auntie who supplies hair products, my mom, my auntie, and everyone else in between.

but WHAT STRESS WEIIII?

i still do not know what am i stressing aboutz -,-

kantoi.

oh yeah. have i mentioned that MOST of the people i hang around with are. relatively weird. or just plain funny? yeah. in a way im quite glad i know them. cause right, without them. i might as well be this very very very serious person. HAHAHAH. i guess >_>

well, im 65% serious. and the rest is all bullshit.

yes, i have mentioned i am allergic to bullshit. but i am still bullshitting.

so this is why, i am full of shit.

do you gets what i'm talking about?

so anyways, people label me as "weird" cause -- i'm not that sure either.

Friendly = Weird (?)

okay okay, i vill explain.

See, I'm friendly in a way that people think i'm weird.

1. I say Hi to anonymous. (well, sorta)

2. I'm usually all smiles. usually.

3. I shout Hi to people that seats at the back of the class e.g Razali AHHAHA

4. -- YOU KNOW WHAT. PEOPLE JUST THINK I'M DAMN WEIRD LA. END OF DISCUSSION.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, why la :(

people says i'm scaring them :( like for say my juniors, HAHAHAHA.

ALL OF THEM ARE SOOOOOOO TINYYYYYYY lol

and i tend to say hi to them and they just look at me and like "dude, wtf?"

and i'm like smiling and shit. HAHAHAH

and if i'm lucky, they'll say hi too :D HAHAHA

see what i mean? no? go away la.

MY POINT ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, stop calling me weird :( it's not really my fault. Its either you blame it on how i grew up or the people who i hang around with. or maybe its just me

i'm not lifeless :( i just do it to annoy you. :( boooooo :(

xx

and i hasnt washed my hair.

and im still losing bucket loads of hair.

by the end of 2010, i'm most probably gonna be BALD.

joy isnt itttt =/

they say its stress.

BUT WHAT KIND OF STRESS WEI?

OMG.

i never even knew there was stress involved. fail.

i has no letter. BAHAHAHA.

screwing it is =/

i hate how you pretend NONE of whatever that happened has NOTHING to do with you.

you just havent seen me get fucking pissed la k. and i dont think you wanna see that side yet la.

i dont think you ever.

most of you mofos are damn lucky im not the type that blows off right in front of your face.

cause 1. i am nice enough to shove it all in a stupid bottle and keep it aside 2. i dont wanna do it cause i might just over do everything. and make you lose your image or some shit.

i do consider things. when it is important enough to be considered.

i'm not saying that ONE SHALL DROP EVERYTHING AND CATER TO ME. its just the effort that really counts la.

thats what that really pisses me. when someone just dont care cause they have better things to do in life.

then where the hell do i stand in your important life la then?

when is your part to give la?

pffft. i hate how you always give. and sometimes you just wonder when is it their turn to give.

sam.

Beep beep beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeepppppp-eth.

well, i cant blame cas! D: CAUSE IT WAS ME THE WHOLE TIME! askdljalsjds

sometimes, my body is a very cacatz.

We drank, ate and laughed.

Sooo, Babu Cas and i went Souled out. which was aaaaaaall the way in Hartamas.

No, I dont go hartamas cause i don't come from a rich family or my boyfriend doesn't have any money to take me to fancy places. AHAHHA

We will blame Babu because of our thinning wallets >(

pfffft.

And then babu ordered SOS [Souled Out Shots] lol

Was goooooood. Well, its her post bday celebration la so let the girl do what she wants.

And theeeeeeeen everything slowed down lol. Cause cas was in pain lol and then she kept sending signals >( ahahah i mean. when she felt cramps, i felt it too.

I sorry for blaming you laaa issshhhhhh.

It ended up being my cycle =/

and then went shisha after that.

Learnt a great lesson last night. which made me not want to shisha. srsly.

I felt nauseous. i felt like vomiting, i turned pale idk why. maybe the constant overload?

lol. well, i only had 3 shots -,- 3 realllllly long puffs. HAHAHA

sjalkdjsaljdlajdsa then came home around 2:40. i guess.

And then slept at cas's.

This time i got to sleep 8D HAHAHHA

Well the last 2 times i couldnt soooo. >_>

And babu left at 11.

I'm still very sleepy =/ and hormonal =/

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy do i layan bastards la. WHY! :(

xx,Sam

currently i have trials like a few blocks away.

i dont even know what im talking about. but YEH.

i has the runny nooooose. GOD.

its like. my brain's telling me im about to get sick, but. i'm still not sick. well not that sick lah. what do you from meeeeeeeeeeh D:

so. new blog :D

xx

because your head keeps messing with you. and you have issues WITH YOURSELF. no one but yourself. maybe a small part from the other people. but everything is you.

i know i'm fucked up in all kinds of ways la. but really. for some or NO RELEVANT REASONS AT ALL, i feel like everything's either going too fast or turbo speed and i cant seem to catch up. and i feel like i'm running around in circles.

Bitches, it's not cool to repeat the same fucking mistake you did before.

it just makes you a dumb human with a set of boobs and an ungrown penis.

I JUST DON'T GET IT.

everyone tells me time will help.

one of them told me to take a week off. it might help you decide

one tells me to try it out.

and the rest just tells me everything's gonna come naturally in time.

and really. i dont really have a lot of time in this place.

time is ticking.

i dont wanna hurt nobody :(

i dont wanna hurt him OR myself.

you know what i've come up with?

i just. maintain the situation and with hope my mood changes and then everything might just go back to normal.

--the possibility of this idea working ? low.reeeeeally low.

well, it doesnt exactly hurt to try.

i've given a few reasons to feel like this. i did. i reeeally did.

and a few of them are just plain stupid.

i just don't know. i wish i could find a book or something -.- that could actually tell me what to do.

BUT NO. we're like God's lab rats. -.- testing our patience and what not.

DUNG.

aaaah :( i just don't know lah :(

POOP.

x, miss indecisive.

i've been pretty lazy lately. to turn the computer on. so that explains the lack of updates. LOL

cause NAO. i has -- we has. an itouch. so it saves all the trouble to come online and yadiyadiyada. i can just lay on the bed or curl up on the couch and i'd still be online! :D

joy.

--no, i have no idea what i'm talking about.

and also, i've been having tuitions and stuff so i get back pretty late SO i get too lazy or tired to even wanna come here. SO. i just sit on the couch :3

my daily routines. which sometimes -- i fail to follow :X

7.30AM - 1.50PM SCHOOL.

i get back at about 2.10PM

i eat my lunch. sometimes.

i get ready and head out at about 2.50PM

i'll be at the bus stop at about 3.00PM and then wait for the damn bus.

3.50PM - 6.20PM CLASS

and then wait for the bus again. and add in all the traffic and the crowd in the bus.

i get back at about 8PM

and then dinner and then couch and then shower and then back homeworks and projects and what not. and if i'm lucky, i'll be in bed at about 9ish 10.

and it goes AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL OVER AGAIN.

yeah. keeping it up. till the big one comes. JOY.

thats about it.

x

SO. everything's really slow and idk why D:

LLALALALALALALALALALAL

idk how to "research" about designers D: CARP. >:(

about Gucci and all D:

HELP?

well, WORK IS TOMORROW! :DDD EHEHEHEHHEHEHEH

im ecstatic about it. and really scared at the same time

oh i cut my hair too :D

will put up a pic soon :)

x

my little benjoi died :'(

God, thinking about it makes me want to roll on the floor and sob my ass off.

x

we're gonna need a profile or or or or a proper introduction. but for now i has no picture.

hahaha :)

OH YEAH

I HAS JOB! :D

FOR TWO DAYS :D

for RM400.

THATS ALOT OKAY. aahah!

May 1st and 2nd ! :D

i'm promoting / selling branded bags like ; COACH / LOUIS VUITTON / PRADA / SALVATORE FERRAGAMO / GUCCI / FENDI / BALLY / LONGCHAMP / KATE SPADE

they're actually real bags O_O cause my 'boss' or something like that. they got it straight from the designer or somethnig like that..

and the reason why its so bloody expensive its cause of the travel fee thing LOL

oh and if i see like 6 bags and above i get like 200 for commission :D WHAHAHA

and then i sell 15 or 20 bags i get a thousand :D

mmmmmmmmmm :D MONEH :D

idek what im talking about.

BUT. i really need to see the dentist.

the damn wire keeps getting stuck on the side of my cheek -.-

tired D:

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ITS LIKE ITS NOT THERE D:

but its there. and it grabs ALOT. and i mean ALOT. of attention when i eat. ESPECIALLY when i eat.

people enjoy staring at things that gat-stukk in mah mouth.

what's it with you people and staring at things that eventually gross you out and not want to look or even talk to me!?

now i want retainers. but god knows how long i'll have to put it on >_>

and sooner or later, my teeth is gonna back to where it was.

OH YEAH. i recently found out that Singapore has been cheating Malaysia! >:(

cause Singapore has a shortage of water and stuff and eventually came up with an idea to drink shit water. or in other words - "Neo water" -- if im not mistaken lah.

SO. i think before that Singapore asked us Malaysians to supply water for them. AND LIKE WE HAVE ENOUGH WATER RIGHT?

and before that we had to actually get water from Malacca. and then now we had to jab the clouds with chemical or something like that for rain. and now, its not working.

AND SO WE DID. we supplied water to the singaporeans. AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE DUMBEST PART? THEY REFUSE TO RENEW THEIR DEAL. cause that deal was made like back then when Tunku Abdul Rahman was our prime minister or something like that and back then everything was cheap. and imagine like a gallon right, the singaporeans only have to pay like 5 cents or something like that.

imagine the amount of profit the singaporeans can actually make?

and we all kena rugi -.-

OH YEAH EHEHHEHEHEHEHEH

i think its something like that. one of my tutors told me HAHAHAHA

hilarious ;D

yes, i get very politically mean. HAHAHAHHA whatevs lah! D:

i was just writing down what i know ;D

helpful stuffs here ya know' ;D

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MAYBE.

daily doses of LOL never hurts ;D

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Cause its's a boy :)

well its a temporary name lah until Brandon takes him back :)

and pray to God he'll take good care of Benjie.

talk about midnight checkupsssss =/

i gotta wake up at 5 or so to feed him before heading to schoooooooool

take about MASSIVE EYEBAGS D:

so. its ALMOST 12 and i have to go iron my uniform, pack my bag and get ready for a few months of headaches and wanting to drop dead on the floor and SLEEEEEEEEEEP.

send dem prayers yah! pray to god Benjie will be fine and he'll make it through :)

God bless ya :D

x

SO. the kitten. ohhhhhhhhh dear God. whaaaaaat have i gotten myself into .-.

she's only like 5-6 days old. oh dear D:

i'm just really supah worried whether she can make it through

eventhough i have two really gay cats at home, only Felix seems to let her go all over him. While Venus is sucha biiiiiiiiiish >:( typical.

AND THEN.

i'm just really worried.

did i mention i'm fucking hungry right now?

oh and also i've gotta feed her every 2 hours. but i think i ter-stuffed her with milk around 6 D;

heeehe.

so therefore, i've gotta wake up in the middle of the night to feed the poor thing D:

and now i'm waiting till she starts crying lol and i gotta get her peeing and pooping too.

LALALALALLAALALALA

oh and btw, anyone wanna take the job to call me up in the middle of the night to feed the kitten?

i'm fucking serious.

if you're up for it LEMME KNOW. ;D

"i have a baby at home to look after. really."

x

THEREFORE.

so i've been updating pretty frequently. i know i'm too good for you ;) HAHAHA

joke lah, i joke.

:)

my daily dosage of lol :)

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well,

im puhreeeety glad my posts and short and bland :)

SO. Margaret's retiring tamarow.

AND. i cant wait to gets mah runnin' shoez :D

yeah :)

i've realized that no one visits my blog -.- how sad woi D:

gishhhhh >:(

SO.

ohgee,myblog'ssopatheticiwannathrowup!

x

getting sick of school lah really =/

and i have maths to finish HAHAHAHA

i forgotted lah blame it on my memory lah >:(

PAPA DON'T PREAAAAAAAAAAAAAACH LOLOL

is there season two ? O_o

MISTAH SHUEEEEEE EHEHEHHEH

anyways, im just trying to find something else to do while im here :)

x

SO.

EHEHHEE FAILED DATING TIPS! XD

im just really sleepy lol with the contacts, it makes everything worse lol

went to the school at 9-ishhh i actually got up at 6 and it was raining so i was like "SCREW IT! im not involved anyway" so yeah. i fell asleep. woke up at 7. and slept back.

then i finally got up at 9 lol

chilled at the prefect's bureau wiz Sonia and Cas. CAS AND HER DUTIES LAH I TELL YOU. lolol

i went there cause we were planning for breakfast and then mid valley. thennnn change of ze plans =/

i really wanted to get that dress :(

we went to Cas's aunt's place instead in Tmn Tun. chilled. ateeeeeee and then chilled someoreeee and then things happened.

then after that `special` phase of ours, we went to the Curve to shoppp

i like the bazaar there. they sell things that i like :D

then we went to O'Brians for a snackkkkkk

then Sonia dropped us at Cas's aunt's placeee then got home.

and now im here.

now that. is hilarious ;D

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SO. i went out todayyyy :) totally missed tuition -.- gonna get it from derick lah! D: T-T

sighhhh*

WATCHED "HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON" in 3D! :D eheheh

muahahahhaha

then bought a huge teddy bear for Shophiaaaa

THEN met up wiz mah BABUS EHEHEHEHEHH

they wanted to watch a moooovie. but i didnt wanna cause i already watched a movie and i'z outz of cash! D:

sooo we walked around. And tried on some clothes! :DDD ehehehehhe

i'm bringing my mom to that shop! :D HEHEHEHEH

then cas bought herself a nuu bag :D DOROTHY PERKINS *cough*

EEHEHEH the joy and pride of carrying a Dorothy Perkins never felt that good. HAHHAHA

sorry la sorry. no i'm not a spoilt brat! >:(

sooo i'll be waking up at 6 in the morning on a weekend. joy :)

just to go to school. for no relevant reasons at all! hahaha

well, just so i get to see my babus la you know XD

so anyways :)

willwritelater :)

nono,itsreallynotwhatyouthinkitis! D:

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SHOCKINGLY I HAS NOT GONE ZE INSANE. cause our FIRST intervention finished.

GOD.

ehehe.

SO. life has been really normal. cause i just updated yesterday -.- HAHA

i wanted to write something but then i forgot. .-. right.

i miss my jujus :( poo.

jujus = juniors.*

sometimes, you really make me want to slap you across the face and watch you cry. thats all i want. you know i can. and i know i really want to.

idontevenknowwhyimthatnice.

x

BAHAHAHHAHAHH

shockingly yes. we tooooootally won for cheerleading cause we did teh MJ hahahahaha

yea. we're proud :) super. :))))

cause this. will be our last yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar and so our. last contributions ?

idk la but its good. allllll good :)

but. the shit part is right after our holidays is exams -.-

and this is already our second paper. and soon its gonna be mid terms and then trials.

and then the big thing :/

things are going preeeeeetyy fast which creeps me. a little bit

can i just shoot myself? really?

oh yeah, HOLIDAYS :D

which reminds me. i STILL have to finish my science project and also memorize some of my jacked up orals -.-

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BUT.

I HAS CONTACTS NYAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHA

the downside is, i'm only getting it in a week or two. =/

i was sooooooooooooooo planning to wear it on sports day! D:

its cause i have astigmatism.

and its really bad

and my power's at about 200 and they only supply 175 lol

and the supplier dont make alot of these. cause not alot of people get estic.

so basically, it wont be exactly the clearest.

but. i still finally have contacts :D

NYEHEHEHEHEH

and.

i finally realized that when i take my specs off, i squint. alot.

HAHHAHAHAHAHA

that is how i look tired LOL

so lets say if i were to ditch my specs, i would be squinting! HAHAHAHA

and guess what my people.

i fell like superman. :)

now my leg's gonna look like shit.

and sport's day is like. 3 days away D:

idk hoooooooooow im gonna look. but im not looking forward to it :(

poo.

anyways,

i am. very indecisive right now.

xx

i am vurry vurry tired =/

I HOPE I PASS MY MATH'S TEST!

its sort of easy. SORT OF. lol

tomorrow 9-5 =/

NUUUU D:

was supposed to go BB for shoppingz.

GRRRR T-T

maybe. if Breian still wanna go. we will go ahahah

include sunday XD

will most probably start Kasturi next month. or. something.

basically, after sports day.

i wanna go sleep.

but i just had a can of red bull and i had dinner an hour ago. D:

bash bash bash

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i mean, its okay. but. 34 was better dont you think? or 30 =/

she said that i stutter. and that i swallow my words. so. =/

i have addmaths to finish. which i can't really understand :(

Integrations D:

changing a transformation back to an integration. VART IS DIZZZZ D:

soooo tiredddd

sports day in exactly ONE WEEK =/ NUUU

i feel all sore everywhere :(

i think im most probably starting tuition after sports day.

and the best part is. WE STILL HAVE SCHOOL ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY.

WTF!?

NOT FAAAAAAAAAAIR

eh just cause people coming to get their results doesnt mean the rest who are not involved have to go right :(

BUT.

we get a week off :D

totally awesome.

and theeennnn, diagnostic again i think =/

omg, SPM's approaching ! D:

OH MY GEEEE

=/

i have nothing else to write so.

:)

AAAAAAAAAAAT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST!

MYYYYY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HAS COME ALONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

MY LONELY DAYS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

;)

xx

no, srsly.

KLSADLSKADJSALKDJSA ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

i dont wanna go to school

i dont wanna do my goddamn homework

i dont really wanna stay back

i dont wanna take shit from people

i dont wanna take attitudes

i dont wanna do anything.

i would like to sleep.

just because you get to yell at me and be all bossy doesnt mean i'm your goddamn tree.

you're just lucky i'm nice enough to shut the fuck up and give you face.

and you go around telling people bullshits that really piss me off.

you just dont know when to stop.

I was wondering.

Do you ever go to this person's site or something. And then you see that the layout changed and you re-check the url to make sure you've typed the right url?

AHAHAHAH i do it VERY VERY often XD

like when i'm so used to this person's layout and then all of a sudden they changed it then i'll look again. AAAHAHHAHA

and i might get the boot from derrick if i dont show up for another class. eeehehe

i am so bored. i'm drawing food with expressions on them. AAAHAHAHAH

anyways. i am very sleepy =/

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

xx

TIRING DOHHHHH

WELL! here's the GOOD news :D

i made it back before 45 minutes EEHEHEHHEHE

and also contributed 1 point.

RED HOUSE WON!!!!! EEEHEHEHEHEHHE

or. in other words. CROSS COUNTRY. AAHAHAHAAHA 3.5 KM.

i heard people saying that 3.5 km are for primary students. HA

we fail :)

i have a bad ankle now. dammit. oh oh oh oh and mom bought me the wrap sooo. i guess it should be okay tomorrow.

no, i dont think i can make it back WITHIN 45minutes. If it takes me 20 minutes to walk to the tom yam shop from my place, definitely no. ahahahah

i'm just going for the hell of it. and Hari told me so >_>

my dad actually wanted to write a letter. but for NO RELEVANT REASON AT ALL, i told him no need.

FML.

soo, i will be wrapping my leg, waking up at 5 or so. going to poyo's house. and then with hopes i get to use an mp3 while being bored to death running for no reason and feeling all funny. and look stupid while running.

oh oh oh oh oh my hair looks like a helmet. -- again.

ugh. =Z

SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP STOP LOOKING AT MY HAAAAAAAAAAAAIR D:

i think Ashton Kutcher's supah hot. AHAHAHHAHA like for real.

he's funny and he's hot. AAHAHHAHAHA

and .... i think he's abit too young for Demi AAHAHAHAHA

even Rumer can date him AHAHAHHA

or or or Cameron or something

HAHAHAHH

i'm so boooooooooored. i'm watching nick jonas HAHHHA

anyways.

i hope, my leg doesnt snap like a toothpick tomorrow.

x,Sam

school started. I didnt finish my accounts. AHAHAH.

so typical i tell you .-.

I. have nothing to talk about. AAAHAAAA.

merentas desa woi. I DOWAN AAHAAHHA XD

>_> i dont think red house got chance d -.-

moderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i tell youuuuuu

I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I. I.

so its chinese new yearrrrr.

lol last week sundaaayy.

and the week's ending. reeeeeeeeeal soon =Z

i didnt even touch any of my homeworks XD

my post. is soooo pointless omg -,-

Sooooooooooo, i'm reconsidering vb HAHAHAH

have i mentioned that my family's full of shit?

I dont actually have much to write about. I've got maths work tho :S

You know what i've noticed too?

Half the people i know. Are already dating. AHAHHA.

So -- WHEN'S MY TURN :( AHAHHAHA

despoooooooo siiiaaa hahahah

idk what im talking about la :S

And.

Why would one person get so freaking jealous cause your boy/girl is out with his/her friends?

You boy/girl has a life too. Takkan he/she's gotta drop everything JUUUUST for you kan.

And he/she obviously gonna have girl/guy friends right. Sometimes you have to be open minded la omg. Why so jealous for ?

From my point of view :

I wouldnt mind if my boy went out with his friends. Even if its at night. He has a life too. I'm not gonna sabotage his life just cause we're together and all. Ya, he's going out with hot girls. If he really loves you, Nothing the girls do gonna change a thing. Guys need to breathe too -.-

Its the same concept for both sides. Give and take.

Sometimes, you gotta trust the dude la. Eventhough you're not really convinced.

And God forbid anything happens.

Maybe then its not meant to be. OPEN YOUR MINDDDDDDD

Thou shall think maturely and logically with that big fat noggin of yours.

Ya know. i should be a psychologist or love council or family council or even an antropologist.

"To study culture" :)